I am an apostle of Jesus Christ. Ordained by God, not by men or institution. In 1980, I received the Holy Spirit wind and fire just as the first apostles did. It happened with the first to receive His Holy Spirit. iI happened to me, and it can happen now, for you.
Let every word spoken or written here be the Word of God, and bless you with His Truths.
He is Life, and the Living God. He is the same yesterday, today, and tomorrow. He never changes, and His Truths never change. His Love and Gifts are for all those who would ask with their whole heart, mind, and being, young or old, rich or poor, religious or cast out. It doesn't matter where you've been or what you've done, good or bad, He waits for those who would ask Jesus for help. Jesus is the Way to the Father. Seek, knock, and ask Him to help you in whatever words or method you need to. He Knows you, and Knows your heart, just be completely honest with Him and yourself. You don't need someone to help you, to translate or explain. No one can do this for you anyways. It's not something you can buy, learn, or earn, you just need to decide to do it. Ask Him now, in your own way. I am a writer, and I wrote a note to myself in my journal and to Him. I asked Jesus to fight satan for me. Simply, sincerely, totally, holding nothing back. If you are not ready to ask, seek, and he will draw you to Him. I sought Him for years. And when the day comes when you can and do ask with all of you, what a glorious day that will be for you, and all of heaven will rejoice.