I want to share a revelation from God I received… Many years ago I had a long term illness. I was in pain much of the time. It got old, every day, having to rise above the pain. I was a new born child of God then, learning everyday more about my Relationship with the Father. One day, as I was praying, and the pain was consuming my every thought, I was expressing my Love for the Father to Him, and a revelation came. I remember it like it was yesterday. I suddenly sat up in bed, as an energy filled me, and a wonderous thought directly from Him. Suddenly I felt a Mother’s Love come from Him.
I knew His perfect Love for me as a Father, but at that moment and since, I felt and feel His love as a perfect Mother too, and a heavenly Love that I cannot explain. Where as a Father He was just, good, kind, and generous, at that moment I felt His compassion, in a warm, soft and comforting way as a Mother’s would comfort me. At that moment, I knew God was Love. And not just a perfect Love as a Father and now a Mother too, but also all the heavenly kinds of love I could imagine or want to know.
I felt silly and ignorant, that I had been taught otherwise. Of course, He is our Father, and Mother, and every kind of Love a Heavenly Relationship could want or author. He felt my pain at that moment, with compassion, and feeling, and a closeness I had not had before. I was more One with Him than ever. Suddenly I understood what true forgiveness was, in a way I had not known before, complete, with a Love of compassion and understanding. There was no mistaking this revelation. He took my blinders off, all my preconceptions, and the learning I received from those who did not completely understand The Relationship. Now I knew I could bring every single thought to Him in prayer, good, bad, or otherwise. I realized how limited my view of Him was before that moment. And at that moment I realized His limitless Love, not just as a Father and Mother, but an all encompassing, limitless, heavenly Love, complete, total, perfect, without end. That Love filled me such that I could now forgive myself more easily, and Love others as He loves me. Do you want to know this kind of love, what Love truly is? Seek to be one with Him, desire it above all else, and you too will receive Revelations that are wonderful and amazing. Now I can love my own children completely, forgive them more readily, request repentance with compassion, Love completely because I am Loved completely. I think, above all else, we all want to feel loved, and not feel alone. As much as I wanted to love others, even before I was born again in spirit, I was an amateur, a novice, loving as I watched others love. Truth is, most of us have no clue how to love others, even ourselves. Our natural parents, guardians, and those who cared for us as children, did the best they could, as they were taught. Love gets handed down, generation to generation. Hopefully, as a parent to your children, you desire to improve the “how to love” you have for them. Although I had felt the Father’s judgmental release and complete forgiveness after I trusted Jesus with my life, and received the Holy Spirit completely in me, I did not completely understand how I was being Loved by Him. This trial, this challenge, this moment revealed that knowledge, that “Knowing” in the Spirit to me, and I am forever grateful for that blessing and revelation. As well meaning, and imperfect, those who “loved” us as children were, nothing compares to God’s Love, and our complete understand of it. Do you want to Know His complete Love, completely? Trust Jesus completely, receive the Holy Spirit, engage The Relationship, walk with Him daily, constantly, and pray for this revelation, and it will come, in time, when He enables you to Know it.
